good morning (01/19/2026)
Hi! I hope that you've been having a good start to your 2026. I've been feeling tired, but I ate breakfast and had some coffee, so I feel pretty good today! All things considered, I think I'm doing much better. Or, at least I'm coping with my life much better than I was before. Sometimes, you just need to step back to gain some perspective...
I'm having more and more good days! I hope the same can be said for you! Things are still difficult, but I feel like I can manage it in a more healthy way now! I just have to hold on to my hope that things will get better. Because I know they always do!
hospitalization (01/09/2026)
Hello hello! Very shortly after my last post, I actually went to a psychiatric hospital where they kept me for about a week. HA. I just got back recently. I had never been hospitalized (for these reasons) before, so it was a very new and unfamiliar experience for me.
I feel very tired... It was weird not having internet access at all (in a good way, hahaha). Even for such a short amount of time. LOL. But I'm glad that it happened. I think that I got a lot out of the experience. It was diffcult, but necessary.
happy new year (01/03/2026)
2025 was a very difficult year for me. One of the most difficult that I've had in a very long time. I didn't start the year off on a very good foot either. Things are very stressful and scary for me right now.
I keep saying that I'm going to try to be optimistic. But, honestly, every time I get my hopes up, I get my spirit crushed again. In December alone, I kept messing up simple things, getting profoundly upset, spreading myself very thin, generally having very bad luck.
I guess I just feel stuck. And insane. Ha.
Engage in a hobby that you really enjoy or read about a topic that interests you!
